Wholly Me Wednesday: Week Five (July 30, 2025)

Feeling alive this evening as I enter this blog space. Just finished washing dishes and was listening to a new audiobook. Late last week/early this week I went into the “search” section of Spotify and started looking for a new audiobook. I looked and looked and looked and nothing was resonating. I found a few that piqued my interest but they all quickly fizzled within minutes of starting them. I realized I was initiating and went to my Gene Keys, after finishing my 34th Gene Key I decided to listen to my Hologentic Profile from start to finish. Getting through my Life’s Work Sphere, Gene Key 42 was rough and it wasn’t flowing but because I said I would I pushed myself through it. It left me feeling out of sorts but I just ignored the feeling and started my Evolution Sphere, Gene Key 32. The more I kept pushing the more off I felt within…then yesterday while checking my email, I saw one from Reese that said, “The book that made me realize how small I’d been living”…HELLO Generator Strategy!?!? I clicked on the email and the more I read the more excited I got. I went back to Spotify and whoop there it was! As soon as I started listening I got that feeling I get when the stars align and I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be doing exactly what I’m supposed to be doing! In these moments I feel at home, I feel alive, I feel connected…I am in flow. I was listening to the 12 Universal Laws on Monday when I was doing my babygirl’s hair and one of the Laws is the Law of Polarity. Ebb comes with flow even though my preference is all flow all day. My familiarity with ebb has cultivated room and space to now recognize flow…neither is good or bad or right or wrong…it’s all about choices. I wanted what I wanted when it came to the audiobook so I entered my shadow energy and began forcing, controlling, and pushing. When I peeped game and created room and space to see me, I fell back and shifted to music. I began “trying” to find a playlist and when I found one that “should have” been a fit the lyrics disrupted my being and I was led to the Bloom inWord playlist I created for my poetry book. Each song on that playlist holds significant meaning connected to a season/chapter/time/moment in my life and I thoroughly enjoyed intentionally strolling back down memory lane. I allowed the moment to ride out until it came to an organic closing and am grateful today to know what that means and looks like. Sometimes I forget how far I’ve come but today I have the things I once I dreamed of like peace, the ability to feel, tools to self-regulate, a relationship with me where I know me and am falling in love with me daily, kids, a Husband, a business, a 9-5, a home…not just a roof over my family and I’s head but a home that’s connected to a deed with my name on it, and an ability to ride the waves that come with the unfolding of daily living. I am extremely grateful for all that I have and how far I’ve come and the audiobook today reminded me of my dreams and where I’d like to go. So I am humbled by the reminder of how far I’ve come and choose to use my journey thus far as fuel for where I’m heading…

Until next time…